Thursday, October 7, 2010

Favorite New Breakfast & Racing Reflections

Hi there. What's the good word? Naturally, for me, its Emilyday. I've been feeling a bit under the weather (tummy troubles - the worst!) and I had class last night so I'm fittingly exhausted and ready for the relaxation that is Thursday night. :)

First things first, I wanted to share my new favorite breakfast with you guys. You see, among all the goodies that my parents sent in my amazing birthday package (balloon, necklace, clif/luna bars, chocolate, princess paddle ball) was a bag of my uncle's homemade granola. This stuff is SO SO good. We're talking oatmeal, apricots, raisins, dried cranberries, dates, pecans, walnuts, almonds, coconut and oodles of cinnamon. Its amazing.

Needless to say, my new favorite breakfast features a sprinkling of this granola on the energy-packed combination of warm oatmeal, plain greek yogurt (2% is the only way to go, folks), nanner, and a bit of honey.

I wish I had another non-phone picture to share, but this will have to do until my camera makes its way back to me. Trust me, its tasty!




Now, onto the second item of affairs. Last Saturday I ran in the Race for the Cure. This was my first race since...since...Thanksgiving?? Wow. Aside from the amazing cause and the incredibly inspiring crowd, it was a really great race. I very much enjoyed running and I was able to push myself without judgment, expectation, or most importantly, pain. It felt so good to go out there and enjoy the competition (I'm talking to you 70 year old man with the hot pink shorts who ate my dust).

As I've mentioned before, with running cross country in college and then moving out on my own where the stresses of work and everything else can be tough, running was a huge part of my life. Over time, though, running became something that was unfortunately more draining than rejuvenating. I was never happy with myself or my runs and I always felt that I needed to be doing more miles, more speed, more racing. I stopped listening to my body and started to let running takeover.

I was cranky. I was tired. I was hungry all the time. It was miserable! I finally realized that running should be something I love. It should be something that builds me up - not something that breaks me down. I did something that terrified me at the time. I stopped. I started yoga and loved it. It made me realize that health does not mean running x amount of miles a week. It means treating your body well and listening to what it has to say.

While my time in the race on Saturday was no where near my personal best, it was by far the best race I've ever competed in. I wasn't afraid to push myself because I knew that a rest day (or several) could be taken - something I was never willing to concede before. I wasn't afraid to fail because I was already successful at showing up with my running shoes on (it was early and chilly!!). I know that I would have been happy whether or not I was surprised at my ability to actually race it because I loved just being able to run - without expectation.

I guess I just wanted to share this with you guys because it truly makes me happy to know that balance most definitely is possible. While its not always easy to maintain, it is so worth it.

What does healthy mean to you? How do you ensure balance in your life?

5 comments:

homecookedem said...

Love your reflections on how your attitude towards running has changed for the better. Isn't it so liberating to free ourselves from our own expectations we set? I'm just so happy for you and proud of the balance you have found. You are an inspiration!! :)

I'm so sorry you're having tummy troubles!! Mine is hurting too... TMI, but I think my problem is gas... (pregnancy makes you share way too much TMI, haha!). Feel better soon!!!!

lee said...

I'm so glad that your run went well and that you were able to learn from it.

I agree about the 2% yogurt, for sure.

Jen said...

First, is your blog design different?!?! It looks all pretty and blue on my iPhone.

Second, that is wonderful about the race. Although not surprised, I am happy to read that you were able to absorb all of that positive energy around you and let it propel you forward. What a lovely experience. I understand the urge to keep pushing yourself without enjoying the experience of exercise. I think anyone with drive and ambition would identify.

And third, here's hoping you feel better very soon. Lots of good wishes coming your way.

MelissaNibbles said...

Great job in the race. I loved reading about your experience and feelings towards it. It's so refreshing and a lot more interesting than reading someone's running stats or times. Great job!

Hope your belly feels better soon and I love the new blog layout!

Sarena Shasteen - The Non-Dairy Queen said...

Congrats on the race! I am so glad you enjoyed it! The oats with the granola sound delicious! Perfect way to start the day.

Health is all about balance for me. Since I have my obstacles to overcome, it has always been a focus for me to do what I can to be as strong as I can be. I will never be the strongest or fastest person, but as long as I can feel good about myself and where I am at then I think I have hit my healthy goals.

I hope your tummy is feeling better. I hate it when that is giving you trouble.